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random stuffs

2009-03-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

* isa sa mga natutunan ko ngayon ay ang kahalagahan ng buhay natin. francis magalona's death made me realize that I should live my life to the fullest. Mabilis lang ang oras natin, and we'll never really know what will happen in the future, so dapat nating gawin ang mga bagay na makakapgpasaya sa atin.

* Be sensitive to others. Heto, isa pa to. Minsan, hindi natin namamalayan na nakakasakit na pala tayo ng damdamin ng ibang tao. Yung mga comments na para sa atin ay biro lang ay maaaring offending na sa isa pang tao. Kala natin, ok lang sa kanila dahil hindi sila nagrereact, pero deep inside them nasasaktan na pala sila.

*Learn to respect the rights of others. Respect. Naniniwala ako na magiging harmonious ang isang samahan kung marunong ang bawat tao na magbigay ng respect sa isa't isa.

* Iwasan ang mga bully, because they are just insecure. at dapat smile all day and make many friends =P

*Learn to have patience. Some things are better ignored. Kumbaga, wag na magaksaya ng oras sa pakikipag-away sa mga hindi naman worth it na bagay.

*Nakakapagod mag jump shot, lalo na pag hindi kayo sabay-sabay =P

*Sometimes, you really need a friend to lean on. Minsan hindi natin napapansin na may malaking problema na pala ang isa sa mga mahahalagang tao sa buhay natin hangga't wala silang ginagawang makakasama sa kanila like doing a suicide attempt. We should be there for support. At kung ikaw naman ang may problema, if you think you can't keep it to your own, you can always tell your loved ones about it. They love you and care for you.

* Totoo nga na maraming namamatay sa maling akala. Well, not necessarily namamatay, pero the thing is maraming nasasaktan. So it's better not to expect diba, be realistic =)

* Napapagod din ang tao, kaya don't take them for granted. Maswerte nga tayo that we have someone like them in our lives, kaya di natin dapat abusuhin.

* Hindi mo talaga maiiwasan ang miscommunication sa pagitan ng mga tao. Ang kakaiba pa, minsan nadadamay ang mga taong walang kinalaman dito. Kaya in cases like these, dapat maging clear sa isa't isa and provide an explanation

* Nakakalungkot pag naiisip mo ang masaklap na katotohanan na nagbago na ang ibang mga bagay sa mundo. Parang sa magkakaibigan, yung mga sobrang ka close mo dati, mabibigla ka kasi pakiramdam mo nagbago na siya at dahil dun hindi na kayo vibes. But the truth is, pareho lang kayong nagbago, nagkataon lang na yung pagbabago na nangyari sa kanya ay ayaw mo, at yung pagbabago mo ay ayaw din niya.

*Let us remember that everything happens for a reason. God has a purpose to everything that is happening right now. So kung meron mang nangyari na hindi kanais-nais, we should accept it as a challenge. I know that it is really hard to do, lalo na kung hindi mo talaga kaya ang pagsubok na yun. Pero we should still pray and face this challenges to become a better and stronger person.

tagged by renee

2009-02-21T06:52:00.000+08:00

Rules:
1. Each blog starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1 - i may have the craziest ideas at times. minsan maiisip ko na lang kung masarap ba ang feeling ng isang taong naliligaw ng landas, yung kickout, adik, kriminal..mga ganun, minsan nakaka engganyong subukan pero hindi ko pa rin naman nagagawa sa huli, hanggang drawing lang lagi kasi takot din ako.

2 - favorite ko ang spongebob squarepants! hahaha, isip bata kasi ako :P

3 - mahiyain akong tao. hahahaha =)) pero seryoso, introvert ako

4 - mahilig ako sa kape...lalo na dati. nakaka 5 cups ata ako ng coffee a day dati. buti at nandito na si kins ngayon kasi tinatakot niya ako lagi.

5 - strict ang parents ko. hahaha, magaling lang talaga ako kasi lagi akong nakakatakas.

6 - panganay ako. hahaha, wala lang

7 - extremes ang ugali ko. minsan mabait na mabait ako pero pag naubos ang pasensya ko at napuno talaga ako, haha, masama na kung masama.

8 - matakaw ako. :))

9 - masaya ako kasi walang pasok hanggang monday. :P

10 - i'm bored at wala na akong maisulat dito.

i tag...no one.

selling black starbucks planner

2009-01-24T18:17:00.000+08:00

my friend is selling black starbucks planner for 1000 pesos. comment na lang kayo if you would like to buy. thank you =)

black and white

2008-12-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

i'm in love with black and white.

natutuwa kasi ako sa effect na nagagawa niya sa picture, ang dramatic ng dating :P

grabe ah :))

2008-11-23T13:08:00.000+08:00

sobrang nawiwili na ako sa mga J. pati sa mga panaginip ko umaabot sila, which is good...really good! :)) sana naman ganun lagi yung mga panaginip ko diba, para masaya naman ako lagi kasama ang mga J

ayoko pa pumasok :|

2008-11-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

bakit kasi sa monday na ang pasukan??

hindi pa ako ready....so not ready.

ang quote na super bumenta sa akin :))...nakuha kay lula yusuf

2008-10-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

"Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

haha, may point nga naman eh. :))

salamat lula, sobrang bumenta to sakin. haha, made my day a lot happier

I'm legally blind...tsk tsk

2008-10-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

A person is considered LEGALLY blind when the best corrected visual acuity is 20/200, or the person's visual field is 20 degrees or less. A person may be considered blind when he/she can no longer drive safely, has difficulty reading newspaper, or cannot see objects to the side

- http://www.icbvi.state.id.us/DEFBLIND.HTM

Kaninang hapon lamang ay nagpunta kami ng aking mommy sa optometrist upang magpagawa ng bagong eyeglasses. Syempre nagpa eye check-up na din ako. Ang grado kasi ng mata ko dati ay 175...pero sabi ng optometrist ay tumaas na daw ang grado ko...225 na siya.

Ibig sabihin nito, bulag na akong maituturing kung ang batas ang pagbabatayan. Ang nakakalungkot pa dito ay 17 pa lang ako at ganyan na kalabo ang mata ko.

Nagsisisi na talaga ako at hindi ako kumain ng carrots at kalabasa nung bata pa ako. Yan tuloy, kinapos ako sa vitamin A.

sex and the city quotes...grabbed from jam :)

2008-10-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

Quotes from Sex and the City

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1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone.

4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

6. Don't force an attraction.

7. Slower is better.

8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order.

11. Don't settle.

12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship--take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like that?

14. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year
later for staying when things are not better.

15. Honorable men take care of their business and aren't involved in a whole lot of mess.

16. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

17. There's only one 'reason' a man dumps you; he doesn't want you.

18. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs before finding the prince.

20. Always put yourself and your happiness first.

21. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

23. If he doesn't call, he just isn't that interested.

24. Be honest and upfront.

25. Know when to cut the cord, don't be strung along.

26. Don't fall for the "I'm confused role". Remove yourself from the situation to let him figure things out (but don't wait for him, move on).

27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in his family (not just mom).

28. There's more than physical abuse, there's emotional and mental abuse. If he causes any of them...flee.

29. You cannot change a man's behaviors. Change comes from within.

30. Don't let him place rules on you that he is not willing to follow himself -- double-standard.

31. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.

32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

33. Demand respect and if he can't give it, he can't have you!

34. Don't compete with other woman, but be aware that men are attracted to what they see.

35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is. Confront him right away and if you feel he's lying, let him go.

36. Actions speak louder than words.

37. Never let a man define who you are.

38. Never rely on a man for compliments, look to yourself for that.

39. Never borrow someone else's man.

40. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

41. Just because he says he loves you, doesn't mean that he won't hurt you and it doesn't mean that you are meant to be with him.

42. To use painful hard-won wisdom -- 'get it right' the next time.

43. Know that you deserve to be the number one person in the life of the # 1 person in your life.

44. Love is a verb ...

45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of trying to make someone unavailable-available, someone ungiving-giving, and someone unloving-loving.

46. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

47. All men are NOT dogs.

48. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street.

49. If you don't love yourself...you can't love anyone else.

50. You cannot mend someone else's broken heart.

51. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

52. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complementary...not supplementary.

53. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

54. NEVER give more in a relationship than you are getting out of it.

55. Never become your man's "therapist".

56. When actions and words conflict, believe the actions. Respond to the actions.

57. A real healthy relationship requires two people. One person can end it - but it takes two to make it work.

58. Don't fall for the "I'm not the loving type"...when a man loves you there is nothing in this world (within reason) that he wouldn't do for you.

59. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him he takes it for granted.

60. Give him his space...let him go out with his boys, don't pressure him to spend time with you, You cant force a man to hang out with you.

61. If you wouldn't allow your daughter to be with him you shouldn't.

62. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

63. Never move into his mother's house.

64. Provide financially for yourself and don't depend on anyone.

65. Never co-sign for a man.

66. Never believe you have the perfect guy and he is so innocent.

67. Never spoil your man; let him spoil you.

68. Never let a man mess up your credit.

69. When it's time to let go; let go.

70. Good men should be treated like good men.

71. Don't play games.

72. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.

73. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

74. Compatibility in terms of educational attainment, values, beliefs, personal and career goals, and socioeconomic status, are important.

75. Never date a guy who wears colored contacts.

hello capping!!! :)

2008-10-20T15:26:00.000+08:00

haay

mabuti nang mababa

ang importante pumasa!!!

...yun nga lang pangit tignan sa transcript...

pero kahit na...

pasado ako sa MP! yeahboi

pero next sem kailangan all out na sa pag-aaral

kailangan bumawi...

oras na para magsipag....hahaha

no life. lol :))

2008-10-16T11:37:00.000+08:00

If you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life.

Mark the ones you've seen.

There are about 170 movies on this list.

Put your score in title and repost:

(x) Sukob
( ) Oh My Ghost!
( ) White Lady
( ) Wag Kang Lilingon
(x) Feng Shui
(x) KKK (Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo)
(x) Enteng Kabisote
(x) Enteng Kabisote 2
( ) Enteng Kabisote 3
( ) Super Noypi
( ) Karma
(x) Shake, Rattle and Roll
(x) D' Anothers
(x) First Day High

Total: 8

(x) Bring It On 1
(x) Bring It On 2
(x) Bring It On 3
( ) Fun With Dick and Jane
( ) Cake
( ) Zathura
(x) Borat
(x) Dead Or Alive
(x) 8 Mile
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2
(x) Legally Blonde
(x) Legally Blonde 2

Total: 11

(x) Charlie's Angels
(x) Charlie's Angels 2
( ) Dude, Where's My Car?
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Pie: The Wedding
(x) American Pie: Band Camp

Total: 10

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Cinderella Man
( ) The Village
(x) Coyote Ugly

Total: 7

(x) Space Jam
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Little Manhattan
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) Click
(x) Devil Wears Prada

Total: 10

( ) Mighty Ducks 1
( ) Mighty Ducks 2
( ) Mighty Ducks 3
( ) Mighty Ducks 4
( ) Deep Impact
( ) King Pin
(x) Meet The Parents
(x)Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(x) Anaconda

Total: 3

(x) Alice in Wonderland
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Deep Blue Sea
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
(x) Ring Zero
( ) Flubber
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam

Total: 14

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
( ) 10 Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(x) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask

Total: 9

( ) My Super Ex-Girlfriend
( ) Joy Ride
(x) She's the Man
(x) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Mean Girls
(x) Step Up
(x) Pearl Harbor
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
( ) Superstar
(x) Happy Feet
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice age 2: The Meltdown

Total: 10

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) Idle Hands
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Poseidon
(x) Titanic
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3

Total: 13

(x) X-Men
(x) X-Men 2
( ) X-Men 3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) The Eye
( ) Dark Water
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total: 10

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) School of Rock
( ) K-Paxx
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk To Remember
(x) Hollow Man
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
(x) The Exorcist
(x) Exorcism of Emily Rose

Total: 9

Add up all your scores.

TOTAL: 114. wala ngang buhay. get a life karla. lol :))

last day of first sem ;)

2008-10-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

friday; october 10, 2008

7:30 - 9:00 = fnp final exam. hindi ako nakaaral buti na lang hindi ganun kahirap ang test.
9:00 - 9:30 = nag-cram ako ng lab sheets sa anaphy. as usual, speed writing mode nanaman
9:30 - 11:00 = kahit wala akong ginawa nung thursday kundi matulog, tinamaan pa din ako ng antok. kaya ayun. natulog uli ako
11:00 - onwards = party time! hahahaha

ay naku, grabe talaga itong hapon hanggang gabi na toh. kasi walang mapagplanuhan kung san pupunta. may gusto sa trinoma, ung iba sa moa, ung iba sa glorietta (dahil gala naman ako at walang curfew ang dorm, game ako kahit saan). edi ayun dapat trinoma na...kasi ayon kay jed ledesma, hindi daw siya makakauwing parañaque pag galing moa. eh gusto nila winah sa moa pero dahil nga kay jed, glorietta na lang.

edi sumakay kami ni winah, josann, eliza, at gerene ng taxi, sabi namin trinoma....pero nagtaka kami kung bakit kami nasa quiapo...at maya-maya nasa roxas blvd. na kami....sabi kaya namin trinoma, as in super parinig pa kami dun....tapos nung nasa may boom na boom na kami sabi ni manong driver kala daw niya sa moa. amf naman, ang layo ng moa sa trinoma. tapos sinuggest niya kung gusto namin pang umikot papuntang trinoma...magkabilang dulo kaya ng edsa un?! kaya aun, nauwi kami sa moa.

tapos cla jed ledesma nasa trinoma na nun. feel ko nga nagalit cla eh. eh hindi naman na namin kasalanan yun, si manong driver kasi talaga, kastress.

pero aun, sumunod naman si lula at migs samin...pero feel ko naasar din cla (sorry guys!)...pati din si faith sumunod. grabe si faith, parang artista lang yung damit eh. hahaha

kung may adik sa pictures, si faith na yun! hehehe, grabe bawat place na puntahan namin may picture. :P

andami ko din nakita na mga taga ust dun....andun si jayjay simpauco, si zacc na classmate ni migs, si ivy at si nina. syempre may nakilala din kami na bagong friend....si jed g. dating i-3 na ii-5 ngayon. sabi ni faith, parehas daw cla ng tinitirahan....hahaha

mga 10 na kami umuwi kasi nalibang kami nung andun na kami sa may bay. sarap mag picture eh....kaso hinahanap na si josann ng mama niya, tinetext na nga niya si winah eh. grabe, as in super katakot un...kasi mga 10:45 na kami nakarating sa may dapitan...

pero aside from that, super happy naman ung araw kahit na nagkagulo thanks to manong driver.

mamimiss ko si faith, aalis nanaman siya....haaaiii

nice meeting you jed g.! hahaha

friends, ung bibilhin natin na vest ah, mag-ipon na tayo ng 700 para sa nursing week masuot na natin siya

I've had enough

2008-10-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

...of micropara

ergh....masakit na sa ulo, seryoso.

wow...a newly dicovered place

2008-10-02T09:00:00.000+08:00

haha, yes...

i'm doing my computer homework right now...in a very nice computer shop beside my dorm.\

I didn't know about this shop, until now...

and the place is really cozy, and they have free juice that they serve (sana lang walang pathogenic microorganism)...

haha

I still haven't studied for FNP. Oh well...

:)

ang panibagong layout...

2008-09-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

...haha

wala lang

nurse naman ako eh....kaya dapat nursing din ang layout

para cute! haha :P

family coping index, fncp, prioritization and scoring

2008-09-21T12:25:00.000+08:00

haay nako.

mukhang hindi ko matatapos ito.

wala akong maisip na forseeable crisis at dahil dun hindi ko matatapos ang prioritization and scoring...

at kung walang prioritization and scoring, wala na ding fncp na matatapos

tapos naiwan ko pa ung handout ng family coping index sa dorm...

ang galing ko talagang bata...

september 19, 2008

2008-09-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

one of my happiest days...hahaha

the MOMENT yun eh! hahaha

oh, dun sa mga nakaka-alam kung bakit...quiet na lang ha!

*** kasali din sa finals si bob at si shy for mr. and ms. nursing. Congrats guys, I'm so proud of you! grabe ha, todo cheer kami kagabi sa inyo. hahaha

:)

2008-09-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

wala lang...hahaha

kasi tinanong ko parents ko kung pwede after nursing kumuha uli ako ng panibagong course...

sabi ni mommy ok lang daw...basta med sagot nila

pero pag ibang course daw bahala na daw ako sa buhay ko.

bat ganun? ang daya talaga...hmp. hahaha

pero anyway, wag muna alalahanin yan. marami pa akong fncp na gagawin at mararanasan bago graduation

:p

hahahaha

2008-09-20T17:16:00.000+08:00

I may be the right person, just not the right person now.

yown ang banat! wahahaha

maybe later pa diba? whahahaa

wala na talaga akong magawa....sabog na ang utak ko sa kakagawa ng fncp.

computer

2008-09-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

oh yes, andito ako ngayon sa computer laboratory. we have an activity today, kaso hindi ko naman alam ang gagawin eh. ang gulo naman kasi...wala naman yung file na kailangan i-download dun. I know, bano ako sa computer...pero hindi naman siguro ganun kabano.

haaai, may quiz pa kami mamaya sa fnp at chn. ang haba ng exam! as in super haggard week na ito ngayon eh. ugh. kaasar talaga.

kumusta naman ang rle shift namin with dr. lily famadico? actually, madami kang matututunan sa kanya. yun nga lang, may 5 hours make up duty na ako sa kanya! reason: hindi ko dala ung timetable na nakalagay sa brown paper

sana mag sem break na, hindi ko na kaya itong sem na to. ang haggard ko na talaga...

haha, sige. saka na lang uli...kasi baka mahuli na ako ni sir eh. haha, ang pasaway ko na talaga

*go MP, go anaphy! ugh...

computer

2008-09-17T10:58:00.002+08:00

Micropara lab....

2008-09-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

YES!!!!

hahaha, pumasa ako sa prelims! salamat jed sa handouts, kung hindi dahil sa handouts mo hindi ako papasa! haha, super nakatulong siya :P

hayaan mo na kahit bagsak sa practical, ah basta kahit papano may ipinasa ako....hindi gaya nung monthly na super bagsakan ako dito...na parang miracle na pag may nangyari ;P

thank you din sa crush ko, wahahahaha! motivation! wahahahaha :P ang talino mo talaga

para sa mga adik kay edward cullen jan :P *grabbed from ey

2008-08-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

*oh well, sorry na lang tayong mga girls na wala naman talagang edward cullen sa mundo...haha

*A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

*Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

*Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

*A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

*If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.

"Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "..but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."

*As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”

He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me."
"Always."

*As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

"I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lulluby. Edward was welcoming me home.'

*A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

*While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

*A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

*While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you've taken half myself with you.”

*A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.

"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

*A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a CAR.

Lifeguards are like kleenex, use once then throw away - blair waldorf

2008-08-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

wui....september 1 na pala ang gossip girl season 2 sa us

whoa, ang lapit na pala... :)

so ngaun kasalukuyan akong nanunuod ng trailers

ang kulit ng mga quotes ni blair. i looove blair waldorf talaga :)

marrying age ko daw is 29...pero parang what age are you na? hehe from kinsalou :P

2008-08-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

[x] I know how to make a cup of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my car/bike.
[ ] I do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[x] I think politics is exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.

total: 4

[ ] I show up for school/college/work everyday early.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.

total: 7

[x] I know how to do the dishes
[x] I can count 1 to 10 in another language
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school/college
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.

total: 5

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Gloria Jeans know me by name.
[ ] my favorite kind of food is takeout.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[x] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[x] I cant go out of the store without getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.

total: 6

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a Tupperware party
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I have more bills that I can pay.
[ ] Most of my friends are older than I am
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed for a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.

total: 7

add up all the numbers and repost
this as: MY MARRYING AGE IS..29 ..

hahaha, ganun? parang ang bata pa...wahahaha

parang mali tong survey eh...hahaha

update lang

2008-08-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

ayan, heto na....tagal ko nang hindi nag-uupdate :P

medyo nasasanay na ako sa 2-9. sa totoo lang, masaya talaga ako sa section ko ngayon. I'm getting along well with everybody :). Pero syempre namimiss ko pa rin minsan ang 1-11. Pati rin ang high school friends ko miss ko na din.

madami na rin akong friends sa section namin. syempre, anjan si eliza, kins, eka, kapatid, cherry, dada, joan, mars girl, mars boy (kahit lagi akong inaasar), bob, matt...well, actually halos lahat nakakausap ko. hehehe

pero nakakalungkot kasi ung gusto ko talagang makausap hindi ko makausap. O diba, dumedenggoy na ako?! hahaha, oo may crush ako sa 2-9. Sino? hahaha, secret na yun. Gusto ko talaga siyang makausap, kahit friends lang. nyahahaha. may 3 years pa naman ako eh. eyes on the prize karla, eyes on the prize! bwahahaha

medyo mababa ang grades ko nung monthly, pero hindi naman kasi ako maka-focus ng ayos nun. Pero ngaung prelims, masasabi ko na focused na uli ako, pero ndi pa din ganun kataas grades ko. Konting adjustment pa cguro sa dorm. hehe, nakakapanibago din kasi eh. tas minsan, talagang gabi pa din ako nakakauwi dahil sa pagtambay. hahaai... :P Pero at least diba, nakakafocus na ako. :P

Natapos ko na din ung breaking dawn! :)

Review: ok lang naman siya, in fairness sulit ang 415 ko dun. but still, nakukulangan ako ng konti. para kasing walang action masyado. ako pa naman gusto ko ng madaming action scenes. tsaka medyo boring ang buhay mag-asawa ni edward at bella para sakin. dapat ndi muna cla nagpakasal...pero gusto ko ung twist nung kay jacob, nakatutuwa talaga ;P

rank ko ang 4 books based sa aking opinion:

1) Eclipse
Para sa akin, heto ang pinakamagandang book. Maganda siya kasi malalim siya. I mean, may depth ang libro. Heto ung makakarelate ka talaga, lalo na ung mga sawi jan, hahaha. parang 3 different heartbreaks in one book. Tapos may action scenes din, hindi lang puro mushy scenes.

2) Twilight
This is where it all started. Masasabi ko na ito ung pangalawa kong gusto kasi dito nadevelop ang lahat. May action scenes din. At dito ako na in-love kay edward. hahaha. Tsaka hindi ko naman itutuloy ang pagbabasa dun sa next 3 books kung hindi maganda ung una diba? Kaya malaking factor ang first book eh. hahaha.

3) Breaking Dawn
Last book. Kahit na nakukulangan ako sa action scenes, maganda ang mga twist. kaya nga lang aun, kahit na masaya ung twist kay jacob...parang hindi maganda ung nangyari bago ung twist: ang paghahanap ng pang-rebound effect. hindi maganda un diba, dapat mamahalin mo ung tao hindi para makalimutan mo ung ex mo diba kundi dahil mahal mo talaga siya; parang ginamit mo lang ung rebound mo to move-on. putek, ang emo. hahaha. pero aun, good example na ung kay bella at jacob. ang sakit ng nangyari kay jacob diba? :P

4) New Moon
Hindi ko ganun ka gusto ang book nito. Pero hindi ko sinasabi na pangit to ha, actually andito ung favorite line ko: ung moonless churva. haha, ayoko lang ng pagiging sobrang emo. ang emo kasi ni bella eh, ayaw mag let-go. although indication un na mahal niya ng sobra si edward, life must go on dapat diba kahit na wala na? eh pano kung hindi na bumalik si edward, edi forever na siyang ganun...hindi marunong mag move-on. hahaha

aun, magcocolor na uli ako. andaming kukulayan eh. and yes, my dear friends: sa anatomy ko ito kailangan. hahaha :P

kung may divorce lang sa pinas....

2008-07-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

edi sana matagal na cla nag divorce...

...eh kahit naman anong pilit nila wala naman na talaga

...feel ko kea lang cla nagtatagal dahil sa mga anak nila

...at tignan nga nila ang ginagawa nila sa bahay nila pag nag-aaway sila, ang mga anak nanaman ang shock absorber

...kelan na lang ba sila hindi nag-aaway? once in a month...then everyday away na cla...

...ay nako, eh kasi naman lagi sila nag-aaway sa harapan pa ng mga anak nila. eh nakakaasar lang...

...at kung ganun cla maglambingan...sana naman wag ganun, kasi ung mga gamit sa bahay nasisira, at mga anak ang nagliligpit ng mga libro nila na tinapon ng nanay.

haaai buhay

wooow

2008-07-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

after talking to my high school friend na by the way ay super babaero....at naisip ko na.....putek, ayoko na mag boyfriend. ang gago ng description eh....pati ung mga moves ng mga lalaki sa bawat type ng girls nalaman ko.

ang gago talaga. parang ayaw mo na ma in love kasi parang ang lalabas tanga ka lang...lalo na pag sa mga katulad nila ikaw na in love. ibig sabihin lang nun tanga ka.

putek talaga. nagbago ang tingin ko sa kanila eh. friends ko ba talaga cla? eeew talaga

sophomore...

2008-06-28T19:38:00.003+08:00

Yehey, I have free time tonight ~~okaay, I just don't feel like studying right now~~ so I am going to write in my blog. =)

Okay, so far I'm having fun with my new section, they are really kind and active - members of different clubs....but I still miss 1-11.

Even if schoolwork is stressful, I will audition for the dance troupe...haha, sana makapasa ako. I really want to be a member of ndt kasi. I will audition with some old and new friends. =)

Living in a dorm is fun...but budgeting is hard, especially if you love to spend your friday night watching movies with your friends...haha, dun nauubos ang pera ko. But still, I am having fun with the dinner club (karla, gerene, eliza, and jamilla). We always eat dinner together so it is a fun bonding time.

Haha, yun lang muna. Next time kwento uli ako =)

its time to change...its time to move on....but i can't seem to do it. Orayt! haha, clear commercial

so long internet, so long blog, so long...

2008-06-09T21:07:00.003+08:00

Dear blog,

I really hate to do this, but I think I will have to say so long to you now. Vacation is almost over, and I know that soon enough I won't have time for you. I don't even think that I can visit your friend LJ (livejournal) because our professors will give us a really hard time for sure. Not only that, I will also move out here in alabang. I will transfer to my dorm by tomorrow on on wednesday, depending on my mood, which only means that my internet time will also be lessened.

I considered you as one of my true friends. And guess what, you're not even a person, just a site. Ha-ha. But still, I trusted you more than some people. I shared to you my stories without worrying what the people reading will think or feel about me. I let you discover the other side of me, together with the people reading you (well, I think that nobody reads you seriously...but hey, I still love to type//write! =P). You were always with me, when I'm feeling happy, excited, shocked, but mostly you were here when I was feeling sad and depressed. Besides, you are always on my side no matter what happens. I will never forget how you became my confidante.

But don't you worry my dear blog, I will do my best to update you with my stories weekly. I don't want to abandon you like what I did last year, I was really regretful for that. But I still can't promise that I can visit you EVERY week.

Goodbye my dear blog, I will miss you so much. I love you

♥Karla

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Wahahaha, last summer shocker muna tayo....Huling hirit

Yung friend ko nung elementary at naging crush ko rin.....

at yung friend ko nung high school

.........

SILA na....

at bitter ako, wahahahaa. joke

tadhana nga naman. wahahaha

sana maging masaya sila.

I'm happy for them =)

Robi will always be my big winner

2008-06-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

Well, Ejay was the big winner. It's kinda sad, but still ok. At least the big winner was not one of the girls

And...

Robi will always be my big winner =)

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I'm in love with this new kind of music. Indie music. Indie music sounds really unique. Songs under this genre do not only have catchy rythms, they also have GOOD lyrics.

Repeat: Good lyrics. Now that's something the popular songs are lacking, seriously. This is the primary reason why I'm so in love with this music.

As i said before, my choice of music depends on my mood. Maybe I feel kind of "indie" these days.

freedom. weirdness. independence. that's what I feel.

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I should be feeling kinda melancholic right now...but the weird thing is that I don't. Why oh why??? Oh well, I guess this only proves one thing; I'm not like others. I'm a good girl remember? I don't exactly love ~~bitterness~~. I love sweet things. I want peace and order. I'm sorry; hope we can be friends again =)

♥Karla

wahahahaha =P

big night

2008-06-07T21:31:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, big night na ngayon ng pbb teen edition plus.

Sino kaya ang mananalo?

Last year si kim, ngayon kaya?

Basta si Robi ang big winner ko.

Bukod sa may something talaga sa mga atenista boys (wahahaha)

Para sa akin si Robi ay nagpakita kung ano dapat tayo ngayon. Hindi gaya ng iba dyan na walang ginawa kundi mag-inarte at manira ng ibang tao...yung tipong maxadong bitter pag may nagnominate (at obvious naman na ayaw ko kay nicole at beauty)

Pero ok na rin si Ejay na maging big winner.

Wag lang yung dalawang babae...hmp, ayoko sa kanila. haha

Randomness...walang magawa

2008-06-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

I miss posting stuffs like this....short compositions that aren't even related to what is happening to me, haha.

The thing is...I love putting myself in a different person's body and mind; I like to see things from their perspective. Don't get me wrong though. I love myself, but....isn't it fun to be another person sometimes?

Okay, well....here it goes. Sorry if I suck =)

Isang taon.

Isang taon na rin ang nakalipas. Isang taon na puno ng saya, ngunit isang taon ding nasayang. Isang taong adiksyon; isang taong sakit. Isang taon.

Isang taon na mula ng mahulog ako sa kanya. Malapit kami sa isa't isa, at ang bawat sandali na kasama ko siya ay talaga namang masaya. Siya na ata ang pinakaperpektong babae na nakilala ko. Masaya kung iisipin, dahil magkaibigan kami....Ngunit ang aming pagkakaibigan ang isa ring dahilan kung bakit ako malungkot ngayon.

Minsan, gusto kong sabihin sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko...Pero natatakot ako na baka magkalayo kami kapag umamin ako. Alam ko naman na wala akong pag-asa sa kanya, eh sino ba naman kasi ako, hindi naman ako yung tinatawag ng mga babae na "boyfriend material" o kung ano man yun. At kilala ko siya, tiyak na iiwas yun sa akin pag nalaman niya.

Pero, hindi din sapat sa akin ang "kaibigan lang". May parte sa akin na naghahangad ng mashigit pa dun. Paano kung may pagkakataon pala ako? Paano kung parehas lang kami ng nararamdaman sa isa't isa....na hindi lang din niya masabi sa akin?

Haha, baliw na yata talaga ako. Imposible yun. Sobrang imposible. Asa nga naman ako, eh mukhang may iba na ata siya.

Haaay, buhay nga namanm hindi ibinibigay ng todo sa iyo ang gusto mo. Pahapyaw lang ang bigay. Andito nga siya, pero kaibigan lang.

Sa tingin ko oras na para mag move-on...Tanggapin na hindi na talaga posible ang mga kabaliwan na naiisip ko.

Tama, tatanggapin ko na lang na magkaibigan kami. Pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na magbabago ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Walang magbabago....walang magbabago.

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Ang pangit. wala akong maisip ngayon.....dati naman madami....nakakaasar talaga...tuluyan nang nawala ang creativity ko.

wahaha, hindi na kasi ako masyadong emo ngaun, ndi gaya dati

pero magpapatuloy pa rin ako sa pagpopost ng mga ganito. bahala kayo kung gusto niyo pa basahin ang mga patapong post na ito...hahaha

ang daya talaga

2008-06-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

UST friends, ang daya talaga....wahahaha

june 16 pa start of classes ng ating mga kaibigan sa college of science...kasi ung bagong dean nila nagpa-outing daw sa mga prof....haha

ang daya....swerte ni ate franz! wahaha =)

naiinggit lang ako ng konti...kasi cguro by that time hectic na uli ang sked...busy na uli kahit maaga pa.... :(

ahaha! i knew it... =)

2008-06-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

haha, I'm the feminine version of edward cullen?! wahaha.

I just wish so. I just think that he is too good to be true; but a part of me wants him to be real! oha oha! adiksyon na to!

You're Edward Cullen - You have great taste for the finer things in life, a classic style, and you understand the way people work so you can manipulate easily. You have many talents and a bit of a temper, but you are mostly level-headed and rational.

2008-06-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

update lang: tuloy na ang dorm....hindi na po ako pupunta sa us.....every vacation na lang... salamat sa mga friends =)

birthday din ni mommy ngaun! haha, ang saya =))

2008-06-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

amp...mukha na hindi na uli ako matutuloy sa dorm...

yung solution ko kasi sa problem ko.....parang nag-iba ang takbo ng utak ko

putek....mababaliw na ako

argh....

Last days of summer...

2008-06-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

So long sweet summer, I'll miss you so much....

Summer is ending...kaya naman dapat na lubusin. haaay, ayoko pa talaga pumasok eh. Magdodorm na kasi ako...mamimiss ko itong bahay, at itong internet.

haaay, at pagsapit ng une 11, magpupuyat na ako uli ng may sapat na dahilan...may valid reason na uli ang pagiging anemic ko....

waaah, at saka may mission pa akosa pagpasok....kasi hindi pa namin napapaamin ni jed si jc....andaya kasi ni jc eh...hmp hmp

tapos....maiiwan pa ata ako dito sa pinas.....susunod na lang ako sa 2011.....haaay talaga

pero kung iisipin....ok lang yan. excited na rin naman ako mag august 2, wahaha. lalabas na kasi ang breaking dawn; ang last book sa twilight series. miss ko na si edward cullen eh, lalo na ang kanyang perfection... oha oha! haha

edward cullen is love! ♥

simple but complicated

2008-06-01T18:36:00.004+08:00

I have a problem....a very big problem...

Well actually, for others, my problem might not be considered one; it might be a very very big blessing for them. Yes, it is a blessing, no doubt about it, but this blessing will ruin my plans, that's all.

I'm a very selfish person. I want all the good things to be mine; I don't want to sacrifice anything. That's why I hate having a lot of good choices, because I know that I surely have to choose only one of them.

I really thank God for giving me a lot of choices; He surely loves me. I think that my selfishness is the culprit on why I am having a hard time deciding now.

You might think that I'm crazy...and yes I am. I am a very much complicated person.

Simple but complicated - That is who I am.

Sometimes, I choose not to think about this thing- but I have to think. My future depends on this.

What really is my problem?

I'm really sorry but I choose to keep the details for myself. But I guess I'll give you a hint.

Remember the up//ust dilemma last year? Haha, it's something like that but not exactly like that.

twilight, new moon....addiction

2008-05-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

Before you Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything

- Edward Cullen, New Moon

wow, twilight saga is getting better. i'm on the second book now (new moon). oh, actually, i'm now in the last chapter

i'm happy and satisfied =)

wahaha, go karla, labanan ang antok! =))

see myself through master jed's perspective

2008-04-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

ayan, random chat session with master jed sa ym

Jed Ledesma: ikaw naman
Jed Ledesma: medyo matahimik
Jed Ledesma: mahilig sa anime
karla sevilla: pero?
Jed Ledesma: hmmmmm
Jed Ledesma: dito lang ako namo-mroblema
Jed Ledesma: masama kasi memory ko
karla sevilla: ha?
Jed Ledesma: usually, tinitingnan ko yung mga patterns niyo sa experience/memory
karla sevilla: ok? so? haha
Jed Ledesma: medyo nakalimutan ko na yung natandaan ko sa iyo nung 1st sem
Jed Ledesma: hmmm
Jed Ledesma: usually, mahilig ka sa maliit na barkada
Jed Ledesma: matahimik ka lang talaga pag di mo kasama yung mga kaibigan mo
Jed Ledesma: pero pag andyan sila, sobrang outgoing/daring ka
karla sevilla: haha, medyo tama yan ah
Jed Ledesma: hmmm
Jed Ledesma: ano pa ba
Jed Ledesma: mahilig ka sa mga "cute" na bagay
Jed Ledesma: curious na curious ka
karla sevilla: whoa. saan naman curious?
Jed Ledesma: kaya nga siguro naging matalino ka
Jed Ledesma: pag curious, mahilig magtanong
karla sevilla: ako? haha, medyo
karla sevilla: at hindi ako matalino
Jed Ledesma: hmmmm
Jed Ledesma: medyo "wide-spread" na rin yung pag-iisip
Jed Ledesma: at
Jed Ledesma: ano ulit yung "humble" sa tagalog?
Jed Ledesma: di ko na matandaan, eh
karla sevilla: mapagkumbaba
Jed Ledesma: pero sa bagay, ganun talaga yung halos lahat ng mga pinoy
Jed Ledesma: ayan
karla sevilla: yehey! thanks, may ilalagay na ako sa blog ko
Jed Ledesma: hmmmm
Jed Ledesma: ahahahahahaha
Jed Ledesma: oi wag naman
Jed Ledesma: sa totoo, mga hula lang to base sa experience
karla sevilla: haha
karla sevilla: ilalagay ko nga
Jed Ledesma: hmmm
Jed Ledesma: so, mahilig ka sa simple na buhay?
Jed Ledesma: medyo introverted ka
Jed Ledesma: di ka masyado nag-re-reach out
Jed Ledesma: pero pag may kaibigan ka, talagang malapit sila sa iyo
Jed Ledesma: tama ba?
karla sevilla: simple? haha, medyo. ayoko kasi ng maraming kontrobersya. but i want to have a lot of money
Jed Ledesma: ahahahahaha
Jed Ledesma: syempre
Jed Ledesma: sinong may ayaw ng maraming pera?
karla sevilla: hindi rin nga ako masyado nag rereach out...kasi na trauma na nung hiskul
karla sevilla: galing mo jed
Jed Ledesma: oh?
Jed Ledesma: anong nangyari nung high school?
Jed Ledesma: hahaha
Jed Ledesma: di ako magaling
Jed Ledesma: nag-o-over analyze lang ako
karla sevilla: haha, basta kasi super nag rereach out
Jed Ledesma: tapos?
Jed Ledesma: anong nangyari?
karla sevilla: tapos marami pa ako nakagalit dahil dun...
karla sevilla: then i found my 4 bestfriends
Jed Ledesma: ah
karla sevilla: maliit lang kami na barkada, pero we love each other
Jed Ledesma: pero, at least may best friend ka nga, di ba?
karla sevilla: yes, haha
karla sevilla: batter na yun
Jed Ledesma: haha
karla sevilla: *better
Jed Ledesma: naks naman

haha, galing ni master...medyo totoo, pero hindi lahat totoo ang hula =P

migs

2008-04-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

birthday ni migs ngayon!

haha, wala lang uli...napaghahalataang bored ako ah

anyway, happy birthday migs =)

wala nanamang magawa...

2008-04-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

GANITO KA DIN BA?

Every New Semester:

After First Week:

After Second Week:

Before the Mid-Term Test:

During the Mid-Term Test:

After the Mid-Term Test:

Before the Final Exams:

Once Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:

7 Days Before the Final Exam:

6 Days Before the Final Exam:

5 Days Before the Final Exam:

4 Days Before the Final Exam:

3 Days Before the Final Exam:

2 Days Before the Final Exam:

1 Day Before the Final Exam:

The Night Before the Final Exam:

1 Hour Before the Final Exam:

During the Final Exam:

Once Walk Out From the Examination Hall:

After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:

wala lang =)

2008-04-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

Natatawa lang ako sa nagyari dito sa bahay kaninang hapon. Nakakatawa si daddy

Ganito kasi yun...Mag-iinit si Mommy ng pizza (yung nabibili na lang sa supermarket) for snack. Tapos ako nakatanga lang habang naglalaro naman ang mga kapatid ko.

Tapos...heto na

Mommy: ang tagal naman mag defrost nitong pizza na ito

*karla - umiinom ng buko juice*

Daddy: eh dapat naman talaga frozen yan. Ayan nga oh, nakalagay sa kahon keep frozen!

*napabuga si karla ng kanyang iniinom. Eew right? nakakahiyaaa. haha*

*natalsikan si cheska ng juice na galing sa bibig ni karla. Yuck yuck yuck! =))*

*si pia wala lang; busy sa kanyang paglalaro*

Grabe talaga, laugh trip yun, nakakahiya pa kasi napabuga pa ako. parang hindi babae, pero kasi natawa talaga ako sa tatay ko, kaya ayun. Yuck talaga =))

43

2008-04-09T10:20:00.002+08:00

This is from gerene...

Below is Dr Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out!

Read on, this is very interesting!

Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends.

The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer.

Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past Have pen or pencil and paper ready.

This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question.

Make sure to change the subject of the e-mail to read YOUR total. When you are finished, forward this to friends/family, and also send it to the person who sent this to you. Make sure to put YOUR score in the subject box.

Ready?

Begin.

1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon and early evening
c) late at night

2. You usually walk...
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly

3. When talking to people you...
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) Black
c) Yellow or Light Blue
d) Green
e) Dark blue or Purple
f) White
g) Brown or Gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant

POINTS:

1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g)1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINTS : Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care.' You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS : Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS : Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the de cisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier whso always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you' re boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't

Post-judgment day

2008-04-09T09:49:00.002+08:00

Judgment day has passed...Good news, I have also passed! =)

A better good news, all of the happy 8 friends passed! =) >>tuloy ang bonding sa dorm ni gerene!

April 8 was a really tiring day. I woke up early in the morning (even if it really hurts me to do it) because I don't want to be late again; I want to change the habit of being tardy. We decided to meet at 11:30am, so I left my house at 9:30; in that way, I will arrive 30 minutes early. Migs left earlier because he is from laguna. Yes, we thought that we will arrive early...Well, that was what we thought. There was an accident that happened in slex (near sucat) involving a shuttle bus. This accident caused a heavy traffic (na lumampas pa sa alabang). This accident was also the reason why Migs and I came late. I arrived at around 12, migs came just minutes after me...and as usual, lula was the last to arrive.

After eating lunch, Lula left because she has an errand to do. After Lula left, we headed straight to the nursing building finding a lot hopeful first years. The results were not out yet that time so we went to the hospital (para magpalamig). After almost an hour of bonding and chikahan in the hospital, we went back to the building. The results were out at that time (2pm, at last)! Seeing our names was a relief. =)

I went home at around 5 pm. And I was really tired when I got home. =)

Next stop, confirmation =) uhm...maybe tomorrow or on eleven, bahala na mga kaibigan ko kung kailan.

judgment day

2008-04-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

Ayan na, april 8 na bukas...judgment day na

Pero ewan ko ba, bigla na lang akong tinamad pumunta bukas. At hindi lang pala ako ang tinatamad, pati si migs at si lula!

Pero kahit na, pupunta ako... kahit medyo tinatamad ako, napilit pa rin ako ni winah...baka last time na yun eh...

hehe, tapos halos lahat kami pupunta bukas! yehey, maliban kay lula na hindi pa sure....kaya lula, pumunta ka na! baka kasi last na to...

boredom strikes again

2008-04-07T11:17:00.002+08:00

I got this survey from maye =)

ask me 7

question # 1

anu ang ssabhin mo sa:

o1. "magbago ka para magustuhan ka nya"
**ayoko nga, masaya ako sa sarili ko =P

o2. "hintayin mo ko, babalikan kita"
**nyek, sabay na lang tayo umalis

o3. "ngayon ko lang naisip na mahal kita, sorry kung iniwan kita para sa kanya"
**ay sorry talaga, pero huli ka na para jan.

o4. "mahal pala kita..."
**I love you too! (bwahahaha, joke lang)

o5. "gusto kita pero mahal ko sya"
** edi sa kanya ka, siya mahal mo eh

o6. "gusto ko kayo pareho.."
** ahehe, ganun?

o7. "perfect moment... perfect time.. but a man of PERFECT... mistake"
**wow pare, ang emo ata natin ngayon ah

question # 2

o1. may niDelete ka ba sa frends mo?
**wala naman

o2. san ka galing kanina?
**sa baba?

o3. anu ginawa mo?
**sa baba? uhm...kumain ng brunch, tapos nanuod ng tv

o4. anu nagpatawa sayo?
**ay, hindi pa ako tumatawa ngayong araw. try mo ako patawanin?

o5. sun smart globe?
**globe

o6. anung meron sa buhok mo?
**erm...bangs? proteins? (haha, ang nerd)

o7. san ka pupunta bukas?
**uste; judgment day!

o8. sino kasama mo kanina?
**mga kapatid

o9. umuulan ba jan?
**hindi po

1o. masaya ba summer mo?
**so far, medyo boring, hehe

11. excited ka na ba pumasok?
**hindi ko alam eh =P

12. masaya ka ba kahapon?
**oo ata

13. bakit?
**hindi ko alam

14. gusto mo roadtrip?
**of course! haha

15. san yung hule?
**nakalimutan ko na

16. nood tayo sine gusto mo?
**sige sige, game ako jan! haha

17. eh sayaw?
**ok lang din; anong sayaw?

18. anung huling kinain mo?
**kanin

19. pakapalan na, cute ka ba?
**pakapalan ba? haha, OF COURSE! pakapalan naman eh, bwahahahaha!

2o. nagkaron ka na ba ng bulutong?
**oo, nung grade 1 ako

21. eh ng pigsa?
**hindi pa

22. taghiyawat?
**oo

23. pano ka kumaen ng burger?
**erm....ewan ko? haha

24. pano ka manood ng t.v?
**bukas ang mata, nakahiga, nakaupo; kahit anong paraan basta comfortable

25. kumakanta ka ba habang naliligo?
**hindi.

26. anu nilalaro mo nung bata ka pa?
**jackstone, chinese garter, bahaybahayan, putulin ang body parts ni barbie (seryoso yun!), 10-20, at iba pa

27. nakasunog ka na ba? ng kahit ano?
**hindi pa naman =P

28. nagnakaw ka na ba?
**hindi

29. pano mo sasabihin sa isang tao na ayaw mo na?
**ayoko na...hehe, joke. depende sa sitwasyon

3o. may dala ka bang bag kanina?
**wala. di naman ako umalis eh.

31. anung laman?
**wala

32. may aso ba kayo?
**wala na. dati meron, kaso namatay

33. pusa?
**kasama ba ang mga pusang ligaw jan?

34. sino bespren mo?
**reni, hannah, chami, tal....at syempre sarili ko

35. tumatawid ka ba kahit naka-go sign?
**haha, dati nung hindi pa mahigpit sa alabang. kaso andami nang nanghuhuli ngayon eh, badtrip. haha

reunion with best friends

2008-04-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

April 5, 2008

Bakit ko ba sila naging bestfriends? Haha, kasi may time nung high school sa sobrang down na down ako (na ayaw ko nang alalahanin); tapos parang sila lang yung sumuporta sa akin...so sila talaga yung mga maituturing kong mga tunay na kaibigan

As you all know, nagkita uli kami kahapon. 11 am ang usapan, pero dahil ako ay isang mabait na bata, late nanaman akong dumating! 11:30 na ako dumating...may mas-late pa sa akin na dumating, pero masaklap yun kasi kaya kong lakarin yung meeting place namin from my house. Eh sila ,malayo pa yung mga bahay nila.

Ang saya-saya! Akala ko marami nang nagbago kasi hindi na kami masyadong nag-uusap, di gaya nung dati na every night may telebabad session kami. Pero walang nagbago, ganun pa din. Feel ko nga parang extension lang ng mga pagkikita namin yun eh, parang may project lang uli na gagawin. Sa totoo lang, feel ko uli na high school ako; nakalimutan ko ang lahat ng koneksyon ko sa ust (hi friends, sorry, i love you guys! =P) .

Akala rin namin hindi na makakaabot si chrystal, pero nakahabol naman siya! Edi masaya kasi nakumpleto kami. Well well well, ang aking kaibigang si chrystal ay umaariba sa apc! Una sa lahat, ang payat na niya (Naku reni, napag-iiwanan na tayo...tara na at magdiet! haha). Magsisimula na siya ng shooting niya for an indie film. Tapos kasama rin siya sa april issue ng meg magazine! Pati ako napapa-wow sa kanya. At hindi lang yan, ang mga boylets niya...wahaha, hindi rin mabilang sa dami! I'm so proud of her! =)

Si reni naman ganun pa din, hehe; pero maskikay magpose sa camera (diba reni? ang mga pics sa cellphone huh =P). Si chami din ganun pa din, pero may na try na siyang mga bagay-bagay. Si hannah, ang ganda ganda at mahinhin pa din.

Ayun, talagang sobrang saya ng araw ko; kaso ang mga mommy namin ni chami nang-aasar naman. Sumunod pa sa amin; pero hindi sila magkasama.

6:30 pm na ako umuwi, kasi nga malapit lang naman ang bahay ko...pero sumabay pa rin ako sa mommy ko pag-uwi

Reni, Chami, Hannah, Tal! Salamat sa lahat, I love you friends, sa susunod uli!

reunion na!

2008-04-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

Yes, tama may reunion kami bukas! Pero syempre hindi ng buong pauli, but with my circle of friends.

Excited na ako, tagal ko na sila hindi nakikita eh; sobrang miss ko na sila.Wahaha, hindi na ata ako makakatulog nito =P

Yihee, girly-girl na kaya si chami? Maingay na kaya si Hannah? Si reni ba ay kikay na?

Andami ko na rin gustong malaman sa kanila. Haha, todo chikahan to bukas!

Wahaha, excited na talaga ako. Yehey

lalalalalalalalala~~ haha, excited na ako

Pero sayang naman, hindi makakasama si chrystal....haha

tatapusin ko ang entry na ito with a quote from reni na galing din kay tal

ibagsak ang edukasyon, ipangshopping ang tuition...haha

....

2008-04-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

Dear Louis,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head at the mental hospital and I saw you sit at my father.

I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that there is no solution to this.

I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory.

You should also know that I always will remember our friendship.

Go burn,
Karla ♥

-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0

Do it like this:
Dear (the person who last texted/smsed you).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.

I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___.

I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm inlove with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
Annat; With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit at
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Scarred
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Mongolic
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

grades

2008-04-04T12:16:00.004+08:00

wahaha, yehey, lumabas na ang grades =)

makakahinga na ako ng maluwag, haha.

kala ko may mangyayaring hindi maganda, ayos naman pala yung mga grades ko

haaaaay, sa wakas, natapos din ang suspense.

sa mga hindi pa nakakakita, ♥heto♥ po yung site (just click the word heto)

I'm nervous...fudge

2008-04-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

mahirap umasa...lalo na pag wala kang idea kung ano ang maaaring maging resulta...

April 8, 2008 is coming soon...And I'm getting more and more nervous as each day passes by.

April 8, 2008. The day when I, together with my fellow nursing batchmates will know about the results of the cut-off.

I'm a person who loves surprises, but not of this kind. Honestly, even if I know that I did my best to make it to second year, I am still afraid. I'm generally not a pessimist; I even scold my friends when they think that they will not make it to the cut-off. I don't want to think that I will never see some of my friends again in the same building or school; I don't want them to leave.

When the academic year ended, I was not worrying at all about the cut-off. At least, that was what I thought. As it turns out, I just don't want to think about it. I was escaping the reality that chances are, some of us will not make it. And it is not only a matter of chance, it is a fact; a fact which I didn't want to face.

What added to my stress and nervousness is that I still have not viewed my grades for the 2nd sem. Because of this, I have no idea if I should expect or not. Surely, our college loves to torture our minds.

April 8, 2008. As this date is fast approaching, I decided that I should be ready no matter what happens. It would be really euphoric if all of us will make it, but sadly I believe it won't. If I make it, I will be happy; If not, then I would plan for my next move. Face it, it's do or die. Yes or no. Either I pass or I fail. Clearly, there is no room for the word safe.

o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o

Ilang minuto na lang bitrhday na ni kuya aloy, isa sa mga lalaking kilala sa munsci. Kuya, kung nasaan ka man, Happy Birthday!

Hindi tuloy ang reunion naming apat bukas. Apat kasi hindi makakasama si chrystal. Sa sabado na lang para makasama si hannah. Haha, kaso ako naman ata ang hindi pwede sa sabado. Pero hindi, kaya yan, magagawan ko yan ng paraan.

cheska's graduation

2008-04-03T14:56:00.002+08:00

April 2, 2008
Cheska's graduation

Graduation ng kapatid ko kagabi sa eskwelahan kung saan ako nagtapos ng elementarya, sa sfac. Sa wakas, high school na siya next school year!

Natutuwa naman ako kasi kahit na medyo tamad siya, nagawa pa niyang maging 3rd honorable mention! Haha, proud na ate naman ako =P.

Laging tuwing gabi ginagawa yung graduation sa sfac. Kaya ganoon kasi may fireworks, kaya masaya! Kaso masmahaba ang ceremony ngayon compared nung elementary pa kami. May welcome song, 2 grad songs, at may school hymn pa. Wala pa yun sa napakahabang entry of colors na kasama pati ang mga kkk flags, at sa mapakagarbong entrance ng mga graduates at mga faculty na naka gown pa.

5:30 nagsimula yung ceremony tapos 8:30 na natapos. Nagrereklamo na rin yung ibang audience; gutom na kasi sila. Aba kami rin, gutom na! Lunch pa yung huling kain namin eh =P

Nahihiya pa rin ako pumunta sa sfac. Kasi diba graduate ako dun ng elementary...tapos since kinder nandun na ako...tsaka masipag pa ako nung bata;salutatorian din kaya kilala ng mga teachers. Feel ko rin parang nabigo ko sila; lumipat kasi ako sa munsci nung high school, eh dati parang ayaw nila kaming palayasin ng sfac.

Dati nung nag-aaral pa ako sa munsci, feel ko pressured ako pag napunta ako dun. Lalo na pag nakikita ko si sir aries. Naaalala ko pa rin ang mga katagang Pag kayo lumipat ng munsci, siguraduhin niyo lang na wag kayong makababalik dito para magpatutor... Panakot lang naman yun, pero siyempre bata pa ako nun kaya natakot nga ako. Ayun, pag binabati ako ni sir nahihiya talaga ako....as in sobra. Ok na naman ngayon yung pakiramdam ko pag nandun ako, kahit na medyo nahihiya pa rin ako sa kanila =)

Pero kahit na ganun ang nararamdaman ko dati, namimiss ko na silang mga teachers ko. Sila sir aries na nagturo sa amin ng math, si teacher chat na lagi akong tinatama sa aking mga pronounciation lalo na pag may intercampus contest, si teacher myla na accountant =P, at pati na rin si kuya danny na simula pa lang nung kinder ako nandun na =)!

Madalas dati lagi ko sinisisi yung school ko nung elementary kapag may hindi ako alam na alam na nung mga kaklase ko sa munsci. Pero malaki rin ang naitulong ng skul na yun para sakin. Alam mo ba? Dapat ngayon pa lang ako magtatapos ng high school, magiging college pa lang dapat ako...Pero dahil sa sfac, na-accelerate ako. Kung hindi ako ma-accelerate, baka hindi rin ako sa munsci nag-aral, at baka hindi rin ako sa ust nag-aaral ngayon. At higit sa lahat, hindi ko makikilala yung mga friends na kilala ko ngayon.

Ang emo ko diba? haha

Tama na ang drama, kwento na uli! haha

Ayun, super ganda ng fireworks kagabi...ang ganda talaga =)

Nakakapagod talaga, kasi nakatayo lang kami nun eh...madami kasing hakot yung ibang graduates.

Pagdating namin sa bahay, nagcheck lang ako ng email, friendster, atbp. Tapos natulog na ako.

Haha, sa wakas, bakasyon na!! =)

*Birthday rin nga pala kahapon ni ara. Haha, dalaga na siya =). Happy Birthday sayo

when "emoness" attacks..

2008-04-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

wee, last day ngaun ng march...ay hindi na pala, april na pala =)

at sa hindi ko alam na dahilan, emo mode ako ngayon...

haha, ewan ko ba kung bakit? pero ganito talaga ako minsan pag mag-isa lang tapos pag gabi...

kaya heto, nagsearch ako ng mga emo quotes!!!

natutuwa naman ako sa mga nakita ko....haha, wala lang

heto yung ilan sa mga nabasa ko na tumatak sa aking isip, haha:

1. Bakit ka malungkot? Kasi masaya ako...

2. Love is a suicide

3. How are you sleeping soundly...while I lie here awake...why are we both smiling...but only mine is fake

4. What is the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish them away?

5. Every night I talk to the stars pretending its you...it acts just like you though...far away and never replies to my questions

6. It seems like forever ago, so why is it still hurting?

7. Too scared to jump but too scared to stay

8. Some times a bit of silence can make up for a million words, when the look in your eyes reflects the true pain of your soul,....

But will any one care to even look?

9. Just because someone is smiling doesn't mean their life is perfect...not even close

10. Just because she comes off strong doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying. and even though she acts like everything is alright maybe, just maybe, shes really good at acting.

ayan, haha....dapat talaga masikatan na ako ng araw.....ilang araw na kasi ako hindi lumalabas ng bahay, tapos pag nalabas naman tuwing gabi pa =P

bored.... haha

2008-03-29T14:41:00.002+08:00

What Karla Beatrice Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You Are a Maze

You can be confusing, tiring, and deceptive. But at the end of it all, you're sweet.

You believe there are many ways to get to an answer...

And you are willing to explore every single one of them!

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.

Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Charming Priest.

Where You Lived: France.

How You Died: Suicide.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sakura Nomiya

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,253,000

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life.

You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.

But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.

You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

2008-03-28T00:03:00.003+08:00

Maligayang pagtatapos sa elementarya Miq at Lloyd!!! =)

Sino nga ba sila Miq at Lloyd?

Sila lang naman ang aking kambal na pinsan, na sa sobrang magkamukha ay hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa din alam kung sino ang sino. haha

Ayun, umattend ako ng graduation nila kanina. Surprise nga eh.. Ang bait ko naman kasing pinsan; kaya kanina ko lang din nalaman na magtatapos na sila, haha. Pero buti na lang nalaman ko, kasi super bored na ako dito sa bahay, kaya sumama ako! Yehey!!! =P

As usual, naging babysitter nanaman kami ni kuya inggo sa iba pa naming maliliit na pinsan. Grabe, ang kukulit nila; napagod ako sa kakahabol sa kanila. Pero ayos lang, kyut naman mga bata eh. (Hindi ako pedophile ah....kyut lang talaga mga bata, ikaw ba hindi nakyukyutan??)

Nakakatuwa yung mga awards nila. Best alter server sila pareho (religious? =P). Lagi silang present sa mga misa, nakikita ko sila lagi eh. Kaya rin may mga panahong tuwing sabado kami nagsisimba, para makita sila. MVP rin pala c Lloyd; varsity kasi ng basketball. Kanina ko lang din nalaman na importante na pala ang sports sa elementary. Haha, lampa kasi ako; ayoko talaga ng pe. Kahit hanggang ngayon, pumipili lang ako ng pe kasi maganda ang uniform o dahil sa required na umattend ng uaap.

Pagkatapos ng graduation, nagpunta kami sa isang restaurant sa mall, kumain ng madami, at nagpunta sa arcade section ng mall. Napagod nanaman kami ni kuya dahil dun; habol dito, habol dun. Tapos nanghihingi pa sakin ng pera mga kapatid at pinsan ko para makapaglaro; eh pulubi na nga ako eh, pangload lang nga walang pambili eh ='(. Edi wala akong binigay, tapos sila pa yung nagalit sa akin, haha. Buti na lang nandun c Tito; siya ang nagbigay ng pera. At syempre kasama ako sa binigyan ng panlaro! Pagtapos maglaro, bumili kami ng candy tapos nagpunta na sa bahay namin =)

Pagdating sa bahay, nagsama-sama ang magkakagrupo. Ang mga mommy at daddy ay nagsama, ang mga bata ay nagsama, at ako ay umakyat na sa kwarto. Ang saya ko na sa kwarto, tapos biglang dumating mga kapatid at mga pinsan ko nang hindi man lang kumatok sa pintuan. Haaaii, ang sikip na tuloy nung kwarto. Ang kukulit talaga nila. Pinatay ng mga lalaki yung ilaw at binuksan yung lamp ko, nagpatugtog at ginawang dance club ang kwarto ko. Ang mga babae naman ay nag-away pa dahil hindi magkasundo kung manonood ng dvd o maglalaro ng wii. Swear, ang ingay ingay sa kwarto ko kanina. Yung kapatid ko namang bunso ay walang pakialam kasi may gameboy siya. At ako? Nasa kama ako, tinititigan na magulong muli yung kwarto na parang nung holy week ko lang inayos.

Nung natapos na ang "party" at nagsiuwian na ang lahat, naiwan na uli ako sa aking ngayon ay magulo nang krawto. Tapos ayun, nag-ayos uli ako ng kwarto at nanuod ng jumper sa dvd.

At heto ako ngayon, nagpapakasaya na naman sa aking blog. Take note na about 6pm lang nagsimula ang lahat ng yan.

Nainip ka ano? Oo, ikaw na nagbabasa ngayon =)! Wala bang kwenta ang post ko?? Haha, sorry na, ganun talaga... =P

Oo nga pala, ihahabol ko lang. Ano ba ang naghihintay para sa kambal? Si Miq ay nakapasa sa paref southridge; kaya magiging paref boy na siya. Ang swerte niya, ang ganda ng uniform dun eh; parang maglalaro lang ng golf =).Sa kasamaang palad, si Lloyd ay hindi pumasa ng southridge kaya baka sa san beda na lang siya pumasok. Ayaw kasi ni tito at tita na magtest sila sa munsci. Produkto ako ng munsci, pero no comment na lang ako kasi pamangkin ako eh, haha.

Next week, kapatid ko naman ang magtatapos. Yehey! Sana naman makapasa siya ng munsci para masaya. =)

Happy 8 Friends: A Tribute

2008-03-26T15:47:00.006+08:00

I will introduce the closest friends that I have made in UST, the Happy 8 Friends!!

Haha, actually, I didn't know that our group has a name until the last day of classes.

The Happy 8 Friends is our group made up of 8 members (obviously) namely:
*names arranged in alphabetical order

♥Juan Carlos Miguel Camacho aka migoy, migs, rain, daddy (woooh! and dami)
♥Josephine Ann Castillo aka kikay
♥Winah Lee Catabona aka winah, eljay
♥Katherine Flores aka karen
♥Gerene Marie Leal aka gerene
♥Ma. Eliza Seniego aka eliza
♥Karla Beatrice Sevilla aka karla bog
♥Lula Yusuf aka princess lula britney

The members of the group got together when they were in their freshmen year (thanks to 1-11 of the College of Nursing=P)

You will commonly see them loitering around the UST campus and in Asturias (specifically in Gerene's dorm).

They are my friends, and this group made my first year in UST so much fun. That is the reason why I really love them.

I will also give a space in this blog for every member of the group in the days to come. I looooove giving tributes, haha.

=P

the return

2008-03-26T15:18:00.004+08:00

I'm back! =P

After almost a year of hiding in livejournal (because of ~~security~~ some purpose), I decided to be stalker-friendly and revive this site for this summer. Yay!

But sadly, I don't think I'll be able to stay here for too long; I will return to my livejournal after summer vacation ends ='(

Many things have changed since last year, and I don't regret a thing about it.

*The dilemma between studying in UP or UST is now over; lolo uste won.
*Ateneo is still my dream school, but I have accepted the truth, haha
*I am noisier now compared to when I was in high school
*I am not anymore addicted to South Korean culture
*marlo is my crush no more =P
*I have made no enemies during my freshman year (haha, yehey!)
*I have made a lot of friends, and I love them oh-so-much ♥
*I forgot how to ride a bike (yeah, I know, I suck)
*I also forgot some of my korean language
*My hair grew longer =)

Yes, there have been a lot of changes, but I'm still the same Karla who you, my old friends, accepted and loved. She just got a lot better, haha joke =P

2007-06-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

I MOVED!!! haha

well, I moved to livejournal but I decided to keep this blog to remind me of my high school senior rants. haha

You can't read all of my posts though. I lock some of them. But still, try to visit it.

2007-05-14T14:29:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking lately to switch to lj. I haven't decided on that yet but one thing is for sure, I won't delete this blog if ever I switch. For the sake of my high school senior experience?

Happy Mothers' Day!!!

2007-05-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

Today is our mom's day!!!Yay! We went out and did some shopping. I bought two pairs of shoes and I am so happy!!!

Sa wakas, natutuo na rin ako mag bike. Kanina lang 6 pm ako natuto...mga dalawang oras rin bago ako natuto mag bike pero ayos na rin. At least natuto ako kahit na sobrang late na yung edad ko para dun.

2007-05-09T11:29:00.000+08:00

I am happy because I have decided to study in ust. Friends, food, air conditioned classrooms (looking forward to it). So I don't worry about anything and I just sing and celebrate. La~la~la~la~la! That is, until I watched abs-cbn's commercial. The one that says, "Pag hindi ka bumoto yung basura, baha blah blah!" After watching that commercial, I started to freak out. Flood is always present near ust. Of course we will have no classes but then the school will announce it around 6 am. It will be too late then because I am already in a bus! And now I am worried because of that stupid commercial.

2007-05-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

New layout again. I know, it is too small but I didn't have enough time to choose a nice layout because of my laziness. The cat is kawaii though and I now have a music section so that everyone will enjoy.

Most of the songs in my playlist are japanese related or somewhat like that. Don't get me wrong though, I'm still a south korean wannabe who is currently addicted to anime and manga. And again, I am too lazy to browse songs.

So for the meantime, please enjoy your stay here and leave a tag! :)

2007-05-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

We watched spiderman 3 today!!! Finally, nakalabas din ako ng bahay...

I thought na konti lang yung tao ngayon kasi weekday pero mali pala ako. Andaming tao and may reservation pa yung seats sa movie house. 140 rin ang bayad per person kaya naman anlaking kita ng mga mall ngayon!

The movie is really great! I loved the special effects because it is so good. Toby was kind of fat though. Haha, Toby! We're close!

Tumataba nanaman ako! tsk,tsk,tsk...hindi maganda to!

2007-05-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

Wee, I'm back!!! I haven't updated for so long because...well, let's say I got lazy.

I am now really a thomasian. Muntik na magbago ang isip ko na mag up. Wala kasing pasok ang up pag wednesday. But I have decided anyway kaya ayun.

ehehe, yun lang naman. wala namang masyadong ginagawa dito sa bahay eh. I just have my computer and my television here. And oh, may 14 is near so to those of you who are going to vote, please think well. Para naman to sa future nating lahat. I don't think about it much though because I'm only 15.

I have to go and read gakuen alice manga. First manga to na binasa ko and I am having fun. Nagkavirus pa nga yung computer namin dahil sa pagdownload ko nito. Sa sobrang excited ko kasi, nakalimutan kong i-scan yung file kaya ayun. Nagawa naman yung computer pero ako tuloy pa rin, walang tigil. Natutuo na naman ako eh, I now scan those files before reading them. saya!

2007-04-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

Wow, when I thought broadband connection would speed things up...

It broke down. There is something wrong with it. Worse, it only lasted for five days. I want my dad's 1000 back!

That broadband connection screwed my summer up. Now I'm back to dial-up and it takes hours to download things. It sucks...

2007-04-21T10:42:00.000+08:00

I think I am getting more and more addicted to gakuen alice. I finished watching until episode 20, but I'm still not contented. To be honest, I think that I am more addicted to this anime than princess hours...Natsume is cute!

I like ruka and hotaru especially when hotaru teases ruka...

hmmm...Sadly, I have nothing to blog so far except this. This is only what I do this summer. My summer sucks, right?

gakuen alice

2007-04-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

After emoting about virginia tech, I'll now talk about my new addiction...Gakuen alice!

Gakuen alice or Alice academy as known here in the philippines is a manga turned into anime like others. It is first aired in animax and later in abs-cbn (which is dubbed in tagalog). Mikan Sakura is the protagonist in the story. She is a very warm and lovely girl who will do everything for her friends. I like her bestfriend more though.haha! Her name is Hotaru Imai and she has the alice of invention. She is able to invent incredible things at a very early age of ten!

Since we have a broadband connection now, I watched episodes that are pretty advanced compared to abs. I am now in episode 15.

You see, before I got addicted to korean culture, I was first addicted to anime! My mom even unsubscribed to sky cable because of it! Well, I don't get enough sleep back then because of watching.

Don't get me wrong though, I'm still loyal to korea! haha

my views on virginia tech massacre

2007-04-19T21:28:00.001+08:00

virginia tech massacre...

I was shocked when I heard about it. About 30 people were killed in the campus by a south korean student. Poor people...

For me, virginia tech is to blame for some parts. Don't they have a rule to forbid guns and other dangerous stuffs inside their campus? And if ever they have one, don't they have enough security?

That gunman gave south koreans a not-so-good impression not only to the americans but also to others. But I also believe that south koreans aren't like that. Maybe that gunman have some issues in the school-he might be discriminated or whatsoever that made him depressed. Of course, this depression resulted to the killings that have been made. In the video where he holds a gun, he expressed his anger to the 'rich brats' and their 'hedonist needs'. Honestly, I don't know what hedonist means but his statement gave me an idea. It is also said in the internet that he went to a rehabilitation sometime last year because of some mental issues. Not so sure about this though…

Discrimination results to many things. We filipinos are sometimes discriminated upon by other races. I'm not saying that filipinos are saints because we also discriminate. I think that it will be very hard to eradicate discrimination. But I hope that it will be gone...

2007-04-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

wee, we now have broadband connection!!! Happy, happy, happy :)

you can call me anytime now...

My biggest crush...as of now! haha

2007-04-12T12:04:00.000+08:00

Know who this guy is? I'm currently crushing on this korean guy! He is Kim Hye Sung, the one in the movie jenny, juno. I liked him in the movie because he looked so innocent and cute there. I really thank my ilikeeverythingkorean buddy aja for letting me meet him...he is so cute!

I googled him on the internet and I saw lots of his pictures! I also found out that he is already 19...He looks like 13...I'm gaga over him!

2007-04-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

I'm now officially a thomasian.

Confirming my enrollment in ust was totally fun! As we were about to leave the house, I just realized that my good moral character wasn't in the envelope. I didn't give a damn or whatsoever because I still have up diliman as my backup but my dad did. It seems that he will be the one who would be in trouble if ever. Once again, I have proven that they really want me to take up nursing. They are such liars!haha

I also saw many people from my school. I saw grace, kriech, patrick moreno, and aleka. And by the way, kriech and grace will be my classmates for the first year. Of course, I met a new friend. We have the same problem, that is, to wait for the results of up (for me) and dlsu-m(for her). We want to wait until april 19 but the submission of the form 138 in ust is only until april 16. Because of that, I just decided to give my card. goodbye up diliman (sobs)!

I was thinking names a while ago and it involved different schools. I'll be a thomasian, I dream of studying in ateneo, I once thought of studying in up, and I passed dlsu - m. I made up many names...upstnean, upslanean, ustupeallian, and many more. And I finally came up with a really nice name:ustenean. Combination of ust and ateneo. Besides, I prefer ateneo more than la salle and up. :p

2007-04-10T19:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, at exactly 5 pm, I finally bid goodbye to my long hair. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I now have a short hair.

Because of my new haircut, I was kind of shy to go to school...naiilang pa kasi ako sa buhok ko. But I still have to go there, finish my clearance, and get that form 138. Nagbunga rin ng maganda yung pagpunta ko dun. I got my form 138 without even completing my clearance! Haha, I'm really really happy!!! I won't pay 5000 tomorrow sa ust :p

Anyway, I finally decide to study in ust . So to all thomasians and future thomasians out there, see you in school! Go uste!

Ok, back to the topic... After I got my form 138, hindi na ako ganun ka-ilang sa buhok ko so I went to the mall with renee. Actually, renee was planning to buy grad gifts for us kaya naman ayaw niya ako pasamahin. But I was really makulit kaya ayun, wala siya nagawa. Because of that, I had a chance to choose my gift. haha

We ate at kfc after and I saw him again. Maybe it is the last time for me to see him, especially now that he will study in uplb. But I'm glad that I had a crush on him. Anyway, I already have a picture with him.haha

2007-04-09T12:05:00.000+08:00

Belated happy easter everyone!

Yesterday, we went to a resort to celebrate easter. The resort isn't far from manila anyway. I was excited because my cousins will also go. But then I was surprised when we got there. Kasi dun sa pinuntahan namin, may nakasabay kami na mga born again christians. They can occupy 2 buses fully eh maliit lang yung resort so parang medyo masikip. We went inside still. Dumaan kami beside them while they are conducting a mass or kung ano man yung tawag dun. Kakaiba yung mass nila, seriously. They seem so happy, as if they don't have problems. They dance while they sing at banda yung tumutugtog. At hindi lang yun, parang ang lapit nila kay God.Ganoon rin naman tayong mga catholics pero iba yung way nila kapag magmimisa.

Anyway, even though sobrang sikip nung pool dun dahil sa dami ng tao, I enjoyed eating. My uncle's food theme this year is korean.haha! He cooked korean barbeque which is really good. Better than the sushi last year.

We went home early because of the crowd.

I'm planning to have a new haircut today but it seems like hindi matutuloy. I'm too lazy to get out of the house...

graduation day...

2007-04-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

We finally graduated yesterday. I didn't cry, nobody cried...haha! I'm going to miss everyone so much especially my friends. Thank you for the memories! kung hindi dahil sa inyo, hindi ako magiging ganito ngayon. I'm so happy and blessed because I've met you. See you on april 10 for the signing of our clearance!

My wish was granted yesterday too! Only my friends who attended the graduation ball know why.

We will just stay in our house this holy week. Yun na yung nakasanayan namin eh...

And by the way...

Happy Birthday Kathleen Sison!!!

2007-03-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

I admit, mukha talaga akong pera. Pero sa panahon ngayon, naniniwala akong kailangan talaga ng isang tao ang pera para mabuhay. Kaya naman hindi ako pipili ng course sa college na ang batayan ko ay ang puso ko. Syempre, ginagamit ko yung utak ko. Ang gusto ko kasi, magiging maunlad ako kahit na magtrabaho man ako sa ibang bansa o dito. Masmataas na sweldo, masmaganda. Eh kailangan talaga ng maraming pera para magkaroon ng maayos na buhay. Paano mo mababayaran ang mga gastos sa kuryente, renta, at tubig kung ganoon kababa ang sweldo mo? Mangungutang ka kahit na may trabaho ka. Ano pang use ng trabaho mo? Nagtrabaho ka pa. Paano mo mapapag-aral yung mga anak mo sa magagandang school na may quality education if wala kang pera?

Nagiging realistic lang ako. Hindi lang naman ito para sa sarili ko, para rin to sa magiging pamilya ko. Sabi ng mommy at daddy ko meron naman daw trabaho kahit anong course. Ang tanong ko lang, paano ako maniniwala at magtitiwala kung mismong mga magulang ko, hindi successful sa mga career na pinili nila. Ang daddy ko kasi, tapos ng civil engineering. Pasado rin sa board at may lisence na. Pero hindi naman niya nagamit yung mga yun eh, naging businessman pa nga siya. Buti na nga lang malaki ang kita ng mga shops. Ang mommy ko naman, sa n.s.o. nagtrabaho. Bs statistics kasi. Pero tignan mo ang mga kasamahan niya, halos mabaon na sa mga utang dahil sa baba ng sweldo. Yung iba nga sa kanila mataas pa yung posisyon sa mommy ko eh.

Pero salamat na lang talaga kasi malaki yung kinikita ng mga negosyo ng daddy ko. Siguro successful nga si daddy, pero sana hindi na lang siya nag-aral ng civil engineering.

Sa totoo lang, kaya ako ganito ngayon ay dahil sa nag-away kami ng mommy ko dahil dito. Mukha raw kasi akong pera. Pero hindi naman siya sumasagot kapag tinatanong ko siya kung bakit niya ako gustong pakuhain ng nursing. Pasimple pa siyang naniniwala na lahat ng course may trabaho. Noong kumuha nga ako ng bs commerce sa apc ah grabe yung reaction niya. Ganun din yung reaction niya nung sinabi kong gusto ko ng linguistics sa up.

Siguro bukas hindi na ako ganito, sana nga hindi na.

2007-03-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

We just had our recollection last sunday until yesterday. It was really fun, I didn't even notice the time! I wanted to stay there longer, but I can't. I also learned a lot from this. Seriously! Even though I didn't cry, the sermons of the facilitator really touched me.

We had our test today. It was boring. I hate it because we have to take tests just for the name of our school. The results of the tests have no effect on our grades so why do I have to bother answering. I took english seriously though. I need to get at least 40 in that subject so that my teacher won't require a notebook for clearance.

2007-03-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

I cannot enjoy the benefits of friendster these days because of our computer. I can login, but the problem starts after I do. It performs an illegal operation, well, according to my computer. So it means that I can't go to my profile and home pages. I need to logout after I approve my testimonials and friend requests...as if I have a choice.

religion...

2007-03-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

I had my confession today. That was my second confession. Of course, my first was in grade three. I had a lot of questions, seriously. I believe in God, Jesus, Mary and others but I just don't understand some of the traditions and beliefs of the roman catholics. Like why do some people try their best to touch the statue of a saint to fulfill their wishes. Actually, I asked two priests. I confessed to the first one and I said that I don't go to church every sunday. He said that my family has a "problem" and that hindi raw ganoon katatag ang pagiging catholic ko . Well, it is true that I'm not a fully devoted catholic but my family clearly does not have a problem. I did not understand the first priest much so I asked the other one. That second priest gave a clear explanation on my answers, and he speaks with authority. I understood him more and his explanations somehow enlightened me. But still, I am not that enlightened. I still need more explanation and I still don't understand some of the traditions.

Those two priests helped me understand more about my own religion. I'm now more interested to learn.

I'm a very bad catholic and I admit it. Actually, I have this thing going on with my mind since grade 2. I'm thinking to convert myself to be a born again christian. The reason is that of all the people I have met, born again christians are the most religious. They even read the bible more than the catholics I know.

I had a chat with our adviser who is a born again christian. I found out that she was a catholic when she was young. She kept searching for the truth, and she found it there so she converted. She told me something about God's time, that nakadepende naman sa tao yun kung saang religion siya mapapabuti. But she said that she is not influencing me to convert.

I believe in what our adviser said. I think that a person should choose a religion in which he can be a good servant of the Lord.

I'm still 15 and I need to learn more. I will first study about my religion more and if I think that hindi ako mapapabuti doon, then I will convert to a religion in which alam ko na mapapabuti ako.

2007-03-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

I'm extremely happy today. euphoria. And the thing is, I don't even know why I'm being like this. Never mind, I'm happy.

2007-03-10T19:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Things are basically like this at our place. My dad vs. my uncle's wife. Those two just don't agree with each other. My dad hates everything about her. Everything. When he scolds me, he tells that I'm being influenced by a witch living at the other house; in short, my aunt. I don't know about my aunt but I'm pretty sure she is backstabbing my dad too.

Yesterday, the laundry shop had a problem. The cause? My aunt asked one of my dad's so-called "employees" to fetch their maid at the pier. And as expected, my dad didn't blame anyone but my aunt. Also again the start of a new war between them.

The employee should be the one to blame. Well, at least for me and my mother. She should first ask my dad, and by the way his boss, if she could go. It's really that basic, but I'm sure dad won't believe us.

It seems that I am favoring my aunt more than my dad which is somewhat true. You see, my dad is not a people person. He hates to mingle with other people. He hates talking, he hates asking, he hates everyone. This is also the reason why I don't like him sometimes. But don't get me wrong, I love my dad and that will never change. It's just that he is so not a people person. So not.

This war is not as serious as you think. It's just between them meaning everyone else in the family does not give a damn or whatever. Even I just laugh at it, seriously. I just want to share this little "family problem". And as we say, opposites attract. Who knows? Maybe when they reconcile, they will be the best mag- hipags(I hope the term that I used is right) ever. That is, if they ever reconcile.

2007-03-09T11:17:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be in school today but I decided not to go. I don't want to stare at the wall for hours...again. My house is more comfortable, and I can do anything I want. All I'm going to do is to watch television.

I have noticed that my posts here are getting shorter. Nothing bloggable has happened to me this past few days. I don't want to have a page-long post that says "i stared at the wall all day i stared at the wall all day i stared at the wall all day..."

2007-03-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

We had our student council election in our school today. I was the poll watcher! Actually, nahatak lang ako dun because Ivy was absent. But it was ok because we did not do anything in school except that so my other classmates just stared at the whiteboard.

When I went home, I thought it was snowing here in the Philippines because I saw white flakes falling from above. I thought I was crazy because it was hot then. I was disappointed when I realized that it was just white flowers. I'm really silly but I liked being one that time.

Renee won't blog for 1 week as her punishment for herself. If I were her, I will just punish myself by studying hard. Doing that (studying) is really hard for me, but it is a good punishment because I will also benefit from it. I don't like renee's idea but I will still support her because she is my friend. So renee, I'll just see you online next week!

2007-03-05T18:44:00.000+08:00

I feel guilty because I have done something that I shouldn't do. I hope nobody heard what I said. I also feel that I should be punished. Just why the heck did those words come out of my mouth?! If that someone heard what I said, he will hate me for sure. I was just carried out by my emotions, what I said was also not 100% true. I didn't mean what I said.

ok, time to stop the drama.

I'm now listening to kim jeong hoon's music. Although I cannot fully understand what he says, I'm still hooked into it. He has a great voice. love it<3

2007-03-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

We had our cultural presentation today. It was really tiring, but at least it is over. Our presentation was not good....nagkalat talaga kami. But they said it was not that obvious.

I just got home because of the rain. I did not bring an umbrella so I have to wait for my dad in jollibee. Of course, I would not get there ng hindi nauulanan. I expect that I'll be sick by monday.

2007-03-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

I am a self-confessed television addict. I'm not a couch potato but I enjoy being in front of a screen. Be it house md, grey's anatomy, prison break, or a korean series. When I am in front of the screen, I can escape from my real world and be another person. It is somehow like reading a book but also different in a way. Sometimes, I just find myself imagining that I am a character in the story. When I have a problem, I just watch tv to forget about it. It is my alcohol or my drugs (although I haven't tried any of them).

.....

2007-03-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

I have a huge problem. I just confirmed my enrollment in up, but it says that I am still wait listed in my preferred course and that I have to wait until april 19 to know whether I got a slot or not. The problem is, the last day of confirming my enrollment in ust is on april 11 and I have to pay a reservation fee of 5000.

I don't know whether I should wait for up or just study in ust. Paano kung hinintay ko yung up tapos wala lang mangyari, I can't enroll in ust anymore kahit nga sa dlsu di na rin pwede. Eh if I confirm my enrollment in ust naman tapos pasok pala ako dun sa up edi nakakapanghinayang naman din.

My mom said na magbayad na lang muna kami ng 5000 sa ust while waiting for up's decision. Sure ako dun but nasasayangan ako sa pera. I don't know but I think I'm really fated to study in ust kasi alangan naman i-take ko yung risk para sa wala. But I also believe that we make our own fate. I really want to study in up... I just hope that I'll make a right decision.

This thing just makes my mind more complicated. Baka nga mabaliw na ko sa kaiisip sa mga bagay-bagay.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

2007-02-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

I passed the interview! All I need is to confirm my enrollment in ust. I will also know the courses which will be available for me at up tomorrow. So this means that by Monday, I will probably have chosen my university. I'm so happy.

Ivy and I were supposed to meet in alabang at 9, but since she has something to do, I went to ust alone. I know, it's an achievement...for me... I got there at 11:30 but the guard said that the results will be posted in the afternoon(4pm). Then I met Ivy at mcdo and told her that. We still have to wait for four hours, so we went to robinsons manila. We watched it's a boy girl thing there. I thought that the movie house was really small because the mall itself is, but I was wrong. The movie house was big, even bigger than the ones in alabang. Actually, I felt guilty because I was supposed to meet alexi in alabang to watch a movie. I'm really sorry. But I was also happy kasi nakagala na kami ng manila, parang sanay na sanay na kami.

We went back to ust to check the results. We passed. nina, kriech, and grace also did. Then we headed to lawton to go home. We got there about 5 pm, we left at 6. kasi naman yung bus ang tagal maghintay. I got home 7:30.

We're graduating soon. I don't know whether I should be happy or not. But before that, I still have to worry about the clearance.

2007-02-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

We have no classes tomorrow and on thursday. haha!

I'll go to ust tomorrow to know if I passed the interview with Ivy. We will be in manila while our classmates practice for the cultural show (we still don't have a costume) which will be held on saturday. I plan to watch a movie after.

Renee said that I'm probably having an identity crisis. *toink* definitely not. I was just out of myself when I wrote those things. I still consider myself as a robot though.

I was fooled by that mickey (pbb). He knows how to speak tagalog! I pitied him before because I thought that he would not be able to communicate with the other housemates. Silly me!

2007-02-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm sorry to say that the real karla is not here, she went on vacation. The one who is typing right now is just her clone(that's me!). I don't know when will the real karla come back.

This is what I feel right now...I'm not myself today. My personality today is very different from the usual me. I'm not even in the mood to talk. And the thing is, I don't know why I'm being like this. Is it because I'm in love with an imaginary guy?lol :D

Seriously, I don't exactly know who I am today. I feel as if I am a robot programmed to do what ordinary people do. I'm hating myself more because of this.

pinoy big brother

2007-02-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

the house improved a lot!!! I love the garden and the shower room soooo much! I want to be a housemate!!!

2007-02-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

We have a class project that needs to be passed tomorrow and I still have not done my part. For me, reading el fili sucks. I noticed that Rizal likes describing things. He would describe a thing for a decade before giving readers the real story. I just have to accept his style though. His writings gave us freedom.

Maybe we'll just check our tests tomorrow. I'll see my failing mark in tle, but it is ok. Why exactly did I feel melancholic for that? Stupid me. pfft.

I have decided that I would say goodbye to dlsu-m and just choose between ust and up. bye dlsu!

2007-02-25T10:12:00.000+08:00

I went to manila yesterday. We first went to my mother's office because my mom requested for a birth certificate. Her officemates said that I got taller and slimmer. I can't blame them for saying that because I was in elementary when they last saw me. I also found out that they graduated from ust, so ganun na lang ang pamumuring ginawa nila sa school na yun.

My interview was scheduled in the afternoon, so we stayed in the office a little longer. I did nothing but eat, which was really bad.

We went to ust after we ate lunch. My mom's office was near the university, but we still came there late because of the traffic.

When we arrived at the nursing building, parents were not allowed to enter so I went in alone. I saw Ivy at room 106. I got a form which asks me to describe my family, school, and lots of other stuff. Then we were led to the interview room. Buti na lang hindi kami naghiwalay ni Ivy kasi iba-iba yung nagiinterview. The persons who were seating beside us were not "simple rich". They are the kind of rich kids who spend their parents' money in clothes, accesories, and handphones. They also look as if they are in college already.

After the interview, we looked at the different parts of the body which were in the bottle. I felt sad for the babies(fetus). Ivy also told me that nina was there in the morning for the interview.

We we got out of the building, we found our parents with Mary Grace's mom. I found out that Mary Grace will give up her slot in up because she really wanted to become a nurse. Ang dami palang mag-aaral sa uste. Napaisip nga rin ako if sa up ba ako or sa ust. Nauna na kami ng mom ko umalis. It was hot then so we ate ice cream at mcdo.

We went back to the office because my mom missed her friends. Then we ate at chowking. They talked about lots of things until napunta sakin yung topic. They told me na pag may nagpa-cute sakin, magpa-cute na lang rin daw ako, wag daw seryosohin. Nagbiro pa yung mom ko, sabi niya maghanap daw ako ng taga dlsu or admu. As if.

We went home after. It was really tiring.

The results of the interview will be posted on wednesday. I hope I'll pass.

......

2007-02-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

Since the second quarter of being a sophomore, I have not got any line of sevens in my card. Well, it seems that i will have one now in tle. The test was easy, but I don't know what happened when I took the test. All the things that I studied were gone. I'm really stupid in computers.

Will I still have a chance to enter up diliman if I have just one "7" in my card? If not, it's really sad because my mom finally gave me the freedom to choose, and I definitely choose up. Maybe God wanted me to experience such thing so that I will learn. Or maybe I'm just destined to study in ust...Or maybe I'm overreacting...yeah, I am probably overreacting...I haven't seen my score yet...but I'm sure that I'm low, I know it...ugh

Speaking of ust, I have an interview there tomorrow. That school is extraordinary! They have a height requirement for nursing students. You also must not have a birthmark in your face, or else. I wish to pass it still. Nursing is not bad... and I have to pass because I'll study there if up won't accept me. And besides, that is what my parents want me to be, a nurse. Thinking of it, I also want to be a nurse because I know that I will be successful.

I watched the holiday with renee and aja. It was cute, waaaaaay better than that epic movie. I also bought another korean series. I was supposed to buy er, but they don't have it.

I'm better now than I was this morning. I'll just accept whatever will happen. It has its own reason.

i need help...

2007-02-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to hate english again. Simple, compound, complex, and compound complex sentences are killing me right now. I'm stuck with it.

After torturing myself with clauses and sentences, I will do my best in understanding statistics. Our unified math teacher sucks. I learned nothing from him. I don't know if I'm not interested with statistics or what. I'm not like this before, I understand sir bondoc's explanation even if I don't write anything in my notebook. But this new teacher made me write everything in my notebook, yet I learned nothing.

I need help. Will someone save me from being tortured?

prommm...

2007-02-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

We had our prom yesterday. It was ok, but last year's was better.

I thought that I would be late because my mom told me to wait for her. Usually, she comes home at 6 pm. It was a miracle because she arrived at 5 pm. So, we left thirty minutes later.

It was crowded when we arrived at the hotel, so my mom and my sisters left early. I went upstairs to register then waited for the program to begin.

This year's prom has a lot of effects. We have to "parade?" before we can get to our seats which we never did before. We also had a problem with the seating arrangements. I first asked aja to stay beside me so I sat in the same table with her.

I liked the pasta which they served. The dessert was so sweet but I finished it anyway. I was about to ask my classmates to have a picture with me, but carlstan started the party so the lights were dimmed.

Another effect of this year's prom is that the candidates of the prom prince/princess/king/queen have to go to the dancefloor. They asked those candidates to face left, right, forward,etc. which for me made those candidates look stupid. It also shortened the time for our party. We also never did that before.

I really like my prom dress. Many told me that it was cute! Renee even told me that parang nasa princess hours lang siya dahil sa dress ko. I never intended the dress to be princess hours inspired, but I take it as a compliment.

The bolero was bought in yrys. I think I can use it for a semi-formal-casual ( I can't explain it) look. I really like it!

I woke up really late this morning. My throat hurts then and I can't speak. I also had headache and a fever. I am better now, my temperature lowered, and I can speak. Still have headache though. Plus it is just now that I discovered that I have a cold.

I will post some pictures of the prom here. All pictures will be posted in my multiply and friendster.

Classes will resume tomorrow. Then on wednesday we will have our periodical test. It will be until friday. I wish I will be better tomorrow.

a day in manila

2007-02-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

This day was really tiring. Early this morning we had a very hard lesson in calculus and a summative test in physics. Then I and some of my classmates left the school to go to manila.

Commuting was fun, but tiring and expensive. I saw a cute guy while we were at the bus! That guy sat at the back (so that is why I always glance there), but he got off at vito cruz, which probably means that he is studying in DLSU. I got bored then, but when we arrived at taft ave I got excited. I saw up manila, and I remembered my dream which was destroyed when I failed to pass in that campus.

We got off at un ave and ate at chowking. We then went to a mall(?) nearby because we really need to use the cr. I was shocked when ivy told me that we have to pay Php 5 to use it. The cr is not even that nice, but we have no use but to use it.

After that, we went to ust to have a schedule for our interview. And I was again shocked because I have to pay 100 for the interview. Thank God I brought extra money.

Then we went to mapua because some of my companions will pass their application form there. That school is full of boys. I rarely saw girls there.

We went back to muntinlupa. Alexi was supposed to go home, but I persuaded her to go to the mall. We ate sushi there, then went to heaven (power books), then went home.

I took a bath when I got home. Manila is really a polluted city. grabe, ang dumi talaga tapos ang init pa...

I called charmaine after I finished to ask for my grades. I'm really thankful that I don't have any 7s.

I will sleep early today because I have to be at my school at 6 am. We have to do a community service for our cat.

I passed!!!

2007-01-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

I really thank God because He helped me pass UP diliman, DLSU-M, and UST! He is really kind.

My mom is really proud of me, even if I know it won't last long, because I did it.

I'm really thankful, but I still can't decide on which university to choose. I guess time will tell.

I got my power card today! Yes, from power books. That bookstore has it all! I saw lots of books which I want to buy. They are expensive, but I can save from my allowance by not eating anything. I want to lose weight naman eh.

My korean is improving.....but really slow. I still can't construct simple sentences. I saw lots of korean people earlier. I understand some of the words that they say, but not the whole sentence. Reading and writing is not much of a problem for me, I can read and write faster than before! But what's the use if I don't understand what I read.

But I'm not losing hope, and I will never give up!

I'm craving for Krispy Kreme lately. But I need to resist this temptation. Karla, you need to lose weight, you really need to...

2007-01-27T17:41:00.000+08:00

I'm getting bigger and bigger this past few weeks. And oh, our prom is fast approaching! So what shall I do to lose weight?

I know, I won't eat dinner starting this day! I did it for one week before, so I'm pretty confident. Hey, I don't want to be fat like when I was in elementary!

I also need to exercise and to avoid temptation...

I know I can do it! Go!